Okay Good morning! I’m getting better & better @ managing my time it seems. However there are still some serious hangups. I’m working on it. I just wanted to pop by and say hello and state my intentions for the day.
I’ve done my “must do tasks” for work and now have to do school until 9am when I have work. no early morning work for me!
Everything about me, everything about my whole life has been about progression, overcoming, building, learning, questioning, improving, unlearning.
Everything from childhood that I was taught about myself through the reflection of other and how they treated me was a lie.
- What I deserve
- What I’m worth
- What I’m capable of
- What loveis
- How people show love
- What is healthy
- Relating to others
- Relating to myself
All of those things created the person that ultimately let it slide when you violated my boundaries and intentionally acted in ways that were harmful to me because it benefited you.
When you forced a relationship on me. Here we are again.
I told you then that I wasn’t ready for a relationship.
The entire month of September was a vortex of unclear thought it feels like.
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