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When trying to determine what mypurpose is, it can be difficult to figure out what it is and live it when I’ve always been given context. To have to decide for myself is terrifying. but I guess that’s the fucking work. Peel back the layers of everything. Know yourself-wiggle yourself through the layers to…
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So I’m gonna fail microeconomics, but I do enjoy my business class. I keep getting distracted. My intention for this morning are to do a small handful of work items and then focus on school and working on my budget + finishing photography stuff.
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I’m so stupid! WHy the fuck was I doing shit the hard way all this time? What the entire fuck! Presets, Why not use presents to start? why do I always seek the struggle? I always have to do shit the hard way? I learn shit from the inside out though so that’s cool.…
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Where in my life can I invite more curiosity? I need to be more curious about my potential. I’ve heard all of my life that I don’t meet my potential. I think I have a problem with dimming my shine for others to not feel small. I’m fucking strong and smart and powerful. I’m…
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Okay Good morning! I’m getting better & better @ managing my time it seems. However there are still some serious hangups. I’m working on it. I just wanted to pop by and say hello and state my intentions for the day. I’ve done my “must do tasks” for work and now have to do…
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Good morning Monday! It’s the end of November and we have shit to do. Today’s intentions are to get my rituals in, get to the gy,, and start making a adent in these notes for work. Kabbalah yesterday was something else. One thing that I know that I need to do is not let…
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The truth is I am unable or unwilling to stand on my own two feet because I’m afraid. Afraid of success and don’t feel like I deserve it. What happens when you get what you want? What happens when you get to decide where you go, and you get there? “Our greatest fear is…”…
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The truth about my______ Mother The truth about my mother is that she’s an addict and codependent. She never gave herself a chance to live a good life. Father The truth about by father is that he didn’t know what he was doing either. Traumatized, never healed but always looking. Never whole. Will die…
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Well alrigh. Thanksgiving was interesting. No fights. DAddy actually came out and had dinner with everybody. Sat right next to me. He pat me on the head. But it was more of a side head pat. That’s the first physical contact we’ve had in decades probably. He said “You lost a lot of weight.”…
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Thanksgiving dinner was interesting. Met J’s Boyfriend for the first time ever. He seems like a doucher, but pleasant. There were no major issues. no fighting. and there’s never a good memory discussed.